My Thoughts Before My Fake Death!!!

Dear friends, just a few minutes ago, I told my parents and my nurse goodbye. I don't know what God will do to me tonight. I feel a draft in my veins. Maybe, I should get my parents back in here to comfort me. It will be too tragic for them to see me die. I am doing this alone for my Romeo. Here is: the poison. Should I drink it? I don'tknow. What if it doesn't work and I really die? I don't know if I should get married tomorrow. This knife will change all of that. I will lay it down right here in case, I should use it. I wonder if the Friar really gave me the poison. Maybe, he would feel not holy enough to marry me to Paris after he married me to Romeo. I think it is really poison. What if I get in the tomb and wake up before Romeo gets here? I won't be able to breathe. Maybe, I will die from suffocation because of Romeo not being there. I will be surrounded by all my ancestors' bones and bodies. Tybalt will be freshly buried. I will wake up and smell horrible smells and hear people outside screaming and crying. I am scared of dying tonight. If I wake up to early, I will go insane and start playing with my family's bones and pulling out Tybalt's body. Oh, my goodness, I see Tybalt's ghost looking for Romeo. He wants to kill Romeo for raising the sword and killing him. Romeo, Romeo. I drink this poison for you. (I died.) 

I Miss Romeo Very Much!

Dear friends and family, I am deeply grieved over my loss of my Romeo. My nurse helped me pick out my clothes for my wedding to Paris tomorrow. My mother came in after her and made sure everything was ok with me. I said yes and she left me and my nurse. My mother wished me a good night. I wish it was a good night. I don't like Paris at all. God only knows what will happen tomorrow. My veins are getting cold. If I die, it will be better than marrying Paris tomorrow. I bid my friends a farewell and until tomorrow will I decide to go through with what Friar Lawerence tells me to do for Romeo.