I Miss Romeo Very Much!

Dear friends and family, I am deeply grieved over my loss of my Romeo. My nurse helped me pick out my clothes for my wedding to Paris tomorrow. My mother came in after her and made sure everything was ok with me. I said yes and she left me and my nurse. My mother wished me a good night. I wish it was a good night. I don't like Paris at all. God only knows what will happen tomorrow. My veins are getting cold. If I die, it will be better than marrying Paris tomorrow. I bid my friends a farewell and until tomorrow will I decide to go through with what Friar Lawerence tells me to do for Romeo.