My Thoughts Before My Fake Death!!!

Dear friends, just a few minutes ago, I told my parents and my nurse goodbye. I don't know what God will do to me tonight. I feel a draft in my veins. Maybe, I should get my parents back in here to comfort me. It will be too tragic for them to see me die. I am doing this alone for my Romeo. Here is: the poison. Should I drink it? I don'tknow. What if it doesn't work and I really die? I don't know if I should get married tomorrow. This knife will change all of that. I will lay it down right here in case, I should use it. I wonder if the Friar really gave me the poison. Maybe, he would feel not holy enough to marry me to Paris after he married me to Romeo. I think it is really poison. What if I get in the tomb and wake up before Romeo gets here? I won't be able to breathe. Maybe, I will die from suffocation because of Romeo not being there. I will be surrounded by all my ancestors' bones and bodies. Tybalt will be freshly buried. I will wake up and smell horrible smells and hear people outside screaming and crying. I am scared of dying tonight. If I wake up to early, I will go insane and start playing with my family's bones and pulling out Tybalt's body. Oh, my goodness, I see Tybalt's ghost looking for Romeo. He wants to kill Romeo for raising the sword and killing him. Romeo, Romeo. I drink this poison for you. (I died.)